It's amazing that something that can make me so incredibly giddy can also rip my heart out and stomp on it without meaning to or even doing anything really 'wrong'. Ok. It's not at all amazing or surprising. But I only got two hours of sleep.

I hate psychodrama.

I hate being the cause of the psychodrama even more.

Oh, and this is locked down rather more than usual. Which is a game I really never wanted to start playing.


[made public over a decade later]